Everybody Needs Somebody - A Lesson In Social Relations
My husband was always saying something similar to this lifelong phrase but I never listened because I was comfortable in my own skin - being a loner. Being a loner wasn't cutting it for me or my husband. It was a problem for me because I thought that others were to blame for me not having friends. It was a problem for my husband because he is a music producer who works in our home; he got tired of me being in our room while he recorded instead of being out socializing with others.
He decided to talk some sense into me one day which encouraged me to write this. The other reason he mentioned this to me was because he felt like I gave "quick remedies" to our problems; I say I'll do things and I don't follow through; he gave me the advice that I needed to think more about what I was going to say before saying it. This offended me because I do whatever I can to motivate us by any means possible. He also knows that I'm motivated once he's motivated to do something and he claims it's the other way around. I'm the type of person to say what I mean and mean what I say but he doesn't see it that way - not at all.
Like I told you before I was a loner and my husband helped me to learn that I need to have a social environment, I need other people to survive, and that having a social environment is a give & take thing. I also learned that others will accept me and what I have to give and offer to them including my opinions, my advice, etc.; he made me realize that I have more to offer and being quiet won't let people see who I really am or what my soul really represents.
The back story of why I'm a loner is because I've had a few bad "friendships" in school where the girls that I thought were my friends talked about me behind my back. I also realized that it was a majority of it was my fault because whenever this happened, I distanced myself from them. I'm always the person to say be yourself and don't change for anyone but what was happening was my surrounding's fault and my own. However, I wasn't trying to make a change in my outlook or make a difference in what was happening to me.
I realize that I have the power to change the way someone is looking at me, what they see or hear, and what kind of ideas they may get from me. In school, my mistake was that I didn't put two + two together - school life and home life. I was a loner at school and a homebody at home; I distanced myself from my "friends" at school and at home, I never went over to "friends" house at home except for when I was in around 5th grade when I began talking to them on the phone. Before that I noticed that the people I knew ("friends") were always chatting about what happened at home or over the phone and that is where I was left out of the equation, usually feeling left out.
What I noticed was that the popular girls and the girls that were in cliques observed another girl's personality and forced her to hang out with them and since the girl with the personality liked the attention from a clique, she accepted the initiation. Since I wasn't showing much personality, I was shunned from the group.
Anyway, as my husband talked this became clearer to me and began making more since to me. I am so glad that I decided to give my husband a chance to speak to me and understand me on a deeper level. Speaking of which, I just read my horoscope on this site and I noticed that Karma hit me! Here's what my horoscope said, "You can't decide what you want to say versus what you should keep to yourself. The dilemma may not have one correct answer. You feel like you're on a seesaw as you swing back and forth between expression and retreat. Try not to go too far in either direction as you reveal yourself gradually."
And that's only the beginning, before me and my husband had this conversation, I was on Yahoo! Answers the other day where someone asked this question, "Can a person survive without emotional/social support, and how?" I answered this, "As a loner, I'll say yes and no; what I mean is that some people are more stable mentally to be equipped to live their life without emotional/social support. It seems like everyone who answered this question makes sense and are right. As a loner, I know that I can't live without my husband or the social support of my family. I can survive if I just HAD to without both of these people."
My horoscope reassures me that this was meant to be true and that my husband was supposed to bring this to my attention because it can enhance my relationships in life and the answer that I wrote sounds kind of naive for a loner but in my defense, I was speaking from experience at the time.
My husband told me that if I wanted to heal myself I had to learn my own personal knowledge. He told me that I had to think of myself as valuable (in a conversation and around people), to think about what my self valuables, and that once I see this others will see me as valuable as I do. Others will see my attitude which will allow them to see me as who I know I am. He told me that my first impression is my last because that's how people will see me each and every time I'm in their presence because they're judging me off of what they observed of my appearance.
After hearing this I had two questions: "Where do I begin?" especially after being secluded inside myself for so long because I was absolutely clueless. He gave me this advice: Take a look back in time & evaluate my actions, don't try to relive it again but pick up warning signs from people & their reaction to the presence I had, and what made them not like me.
The last question I had was "How can I use this Now; he responded that I should be a leader in persuasion, common sense, have a different opinion, and explain it to articulate a mental picture of scenes that I'd like to portray to others. I'll take this advice to my grave and begin living on it and acting on it immediately!
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