Good day to you all and have a fulfilling day in every way. I Love you. I Love you. I Love you.

The Lesson of Life is to be who you truly want to be.

In fact we are here to be who and what we truly want to be. So often we forget this and so often we don't even know who we want to be.

Some of us want to be Teachers. Others want to be Doctors, Lawyers, Housewives, Nurses, Architects, Engineers, Athletes, Healers, Entrepreneurs, Businessmen and women, Coaches, Nutritionists, Waiters, Astronauts, Musicians, Dancers, Librarian, Helpers, Janitors, Accountants, Scientists, Government officials, Leaders and Kings and so on.

And then one day it hits us….

What is all this about anyways? This isn't who I wanted to be. This is not what I wanted to do. What happened? How did I get here? Where did I go wrong? I am so unhappy. I didn't follow my heart. If only I had!

And then it is time to wake up.

I have woken up and I am here living this life of darkness and I am empty inside. What is next? So let me take out my frustrations on others for what I have not achieved in my life. For I have lacked. Then the abuse, the nagging, the anger, the sadness hits home. Real close in home and out of home.

The resentment towards oneself, others and life hits real hard inside and outside. Sometimes as attachments such as chronic smoking, alcohol abuse, obsessive behaviors and lacks such as de-pressions. De-pressing the lacks inside for so long. Now these lacks have a name called "depression".

What is next?

I will start to pop pills for this lack, for this void in my life as if the drugs will fill up this hole inside me. I start to take one pill a day and then see and feel no results. My pain is excruciating. I can't sleep. I start to hate myself even more and then I start to take more pills for pain, anxiety, insomnia, fatigue, for this and for that. I feel really bad and I wish I wasn't alive.

This is not the truth of life. All this pain and suffering is an illusion. How can this be? For I feel the pain all over. My head hurts and it's spinning. My heart aches. My back hurts and is very stiff. I feel lousy all over and I wish I was.........

What happened I ask myself in the dark sleepless days and nights? I wonder where I went wrong.

"Where did I go wrong?" I keep asking. I ask and plead to God to help me or give some answers.

Then one day God answers my questions "You forgot to be who you want to be."

"What!" I say.

And God responds: "You forgot about you. Your life became about what your ego wants. Your being was buried in the eyes of people. You followed certain rules that others placed upon you. You simply forgot about you."

"But listen my child" God says, "It is never too late. You can turn your life around. You can change your life starting Now."

But How?

By making peace within you.

By forgiving yourself.

By being present within yourself.

By caring for yourself.

By waking up to the truth.

The truth being that you are a being of light. This light within you has the Power to Inspire you. This light within you has the Power to Transform you. This light within you is whole and so are you. You simply have forgotten and now you have awakened. For awakening is the starting point of your journey back into the truth.

Know that you are not alone.

Now you can focus and choose what your next step into full recovery of your true authentic self is. My suggestion to you is to Pray and Meditate upon all that there is within you and outside of you. To self-realize and to love yourself and others. To make a difference within and without. To slowly but surely get off your addictions and your passive behavior and take full responsibility for your life.

Take full responsibility for every aspect of your life. God says:

To take 100% full responsibility for your thoughts, words, deeds, actions, choices and behaviors is to be attuned to the all mighty Power within you to do absolutely everything in your Power to change your life as of Now.

What an awareness I say. I never thought of it this way.

Now that I know the truth I choose to start a new life. No more self-pity, no more self-absence, no more abuse.

I choose to live a glorious life and I know with Patience, Determination, Consistency, Trust, and Faith I can, I will and I am.

I am that I am. I am Powerful beyond my limiting beliefs about myself and life. I am that I am very Graceful, Strong, Courageous, Confident, Worthy, Willing and Able to move forward one moment at a time.

One step at a time I am living the life that is most beneficial for me first and then ultimately for my loved ones.

And I will live to tell about it. And so it is. Amen.

Please feel free to share this life lesson to Awaken and Brighten the Light within all.

I Love you. I Love you. I Love you.

May the love and light of God and the Whole Universe surround, protect and heal you, your loved ones and the planet earth.

With Love, Gratitude and Respect, Michelle Morovaty Truly, With God All Things Are Possible

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